Showing posts with label Bereavement Poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bereavement Poem. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Accident - al

With the word ‘God’ imprinted on it
how could the vehicle face any kind of disaster?
with aandavan* blessing the exteriors of the van
how could its occupants succumb to any tragedy?
a confidence in a presumption lies disillusioned
and shattered on the tracks of super fast death.

An unmanned railway crossing and a driver in a hurry,
what better receipe to crush the life out of little souls
as they impatiently, tiredly waited to reach their homes?
Tiny bags, petite lifeless limbs surrounded
by an inquisitive crowd wanting to lap up more
of another unpredictable, unwarranted mishap.

‘Why them?’ ‘Why the poor little things?’
answers to such queries lie best unanswered.
‘It’s karma,’ say some. ‘It’s numbers,’ say others.
Some entity more powerful than all the power we claim to possess.
What was is no more and what will be will wither away too-
shrishti is like that only, accidental.
maya entraps us leaving us to mourn the death of attachment.

Words spring easily from my mouth as if they were always there
to fall out like pearls of wisdom
but would I be the same level headed philosopher
if the dead mangled body of the child on the track was mine?!
Aandava!
* Aandavan means ‘God’ in Tamil. The van carrying the children had the name Aandavan Matriculation Higher Secondary School written on it in large bold letters.

A Parent's Search



Searching frantically on your table,
Smelling your scent in your cupboard,
Feeling the fissures your body has made everywhere,
I see you here, I see you there but you still get out of my grasp.
Shared memories float above, trying to envelop me in their cloud of joy
But I am lost in the alleys of grief, in the maze of hurt.
As I let go off the final remains of your earthly body,
The holy river promising me peace, takes you away, far away from me.
One moment I was touching you,
Proud for having a son others rarely had.
The next moment I was holding your ashes
That reminded me of the illusion called life.
Tears swell within me,
Bubbles of sadness burst into hot lava
Burning my soul as my heart remembers you.
Why me? Why you? Why death at all?
I search for answers to questions that lie buried deep
In the debris of my bruised spirit.
My pack of cards has come crumbling down
Even as He deals a new pack elsewhere!
Why this discrimination? I ask of Him.
He had to go my child, He says.
He came to give you joy!
Happiness comes and goes, He says.
Memories will last forever of your boy!