Showing posts with label Sunday Scribblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sunday Scribblings. Show all posts

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Oh! Omen


the hoot of the owl
echoing in my ears
warning me of waning time.

the slithering snake
beckons me to stay away
from venturing on my own.

the grumpy lady next door
with a smirk on her lips
curses me in her mind.

the hoot, the slithering, the smirk -
all eerie fears,
feasting on my vulnerable mind

sending out omens
I never knew existed,
enslaving me forever in forged tentacles of time!

Friday, June 17, 2011

Stepping Stone....

The next step
could be nowhere
lost amidst the gloomy oblivion
of nestling negativity.

But then,

the next step
could lead somewhere
looming large within
the luscious longings of roaring life!

So,

I take the next step
unmindful of unknown consequences,
unwarranted situations,
happy that I took the step at all!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

I Surrender....

After endless moments
swimming against the tide,
missing the bull's eye
I languished
in the sand dunes of time
hurt, humiliated,
hostility hurling my senses
into a whirlpool of depression.

Surrender
was the only way out
of this unwanted, unwarranted maze
of human failure wrought
by the fueling of human pride
at the hands of ailing humanity.
Surrendering to you My God
I find my goal, my destination.

I find You!


Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Nearly There!


I nearly reached there!
All on my own
enjoying my self imposed solitude,
wishing for no strange presence
to destroy my self bestowed peace
I sailed along
carrying myself
a one man army
fully immersed
in me, mine, myself.

I nearly reached there!
When I discovered
the sailing solitude
I so longed for
was only loneliness,
the peace prickly pieces of arrogant dust
covering my confused conflicted mind,
what I needed
was another sailing boat,
sea or stream, just sharing life together!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Freedom To Be!


Free
as the bird in the blinding blue sky,
the vastness of the huge horizon
only edging it to fly further,
higher following the song of its heart.

Free
to be, to want, to do
as the meandering mind thought,
as the winding ways of the soul dictated
without disdain, hesitation.

Freedom
to be Me,
to love,
to hug another soul
to fly high, to identify with creation.


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Raw without preservatives....

Like clay,
yet to be moulded,
the rawness of life
echoes back at me
every time
I hurl a preconceived
prejudiced notion.
The mind plays games
if we permit it to -
it is just another raw fruit
waiting to be peeled,
till the seed of life
stares at us in the face
reflecting the true nature
of existence -
Plain raw material without preservatives....

Monday, January 31, 2011

Safe? Ha! Ha!

Safe?
All my life,
safety pins have held me,
my emotions,
my reflections
together.

Safe?
From whom?
From what?
All my life,
indescribable queries
have plagued my soul.

Safe?
All the times,
I thought I was protected
I presumed I was in control
the safety pin came off
hanging on a tether.

Safe?
Are we ever?
From those pervading thoughts
of callous insecurity,
searching seriously for that key to lock me safely in
when the safety net is all within!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

For Now..

Eternity -
an emotion,
not a situation
as permanent as it may sound.

Eternity -
a state of mind,
not a place to reside forever,
as attractive as it may appear.

Eternity -
a longing,
a desire,
a provocation to reform, to live better...

for now.


Monday, January 17, 2011

Invisible to the Core...


Invisible,
lost in space,
floating in my astral form
I tried hard connecting
those I had left behind.

But, they seemed
unaware, indifferent,
locked in their luring reflections
oblivious of my miserable state.
Did I matter not to them?

It was I who wanted to let go.
It was I who wished to be set free.
But death brought with it in flowing clarity
all my subconscious desires
that lay buried deep bursting to the seams.

What a paradox!
My earthly invisible state
made all that I had pushed slyly under
the crevices of my murky mind
as clear as crystal.

Invisible or not, I had a price to pay....


Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Walking....Running....Falling....


I am walking,

I know.

I am supposed to

but, is it where I should be?




A leisurely walk in the park-

perceiving nature in 3D vision

is what I need to do

but do I?



My lethargic tension-free stroll

transforms into a run

and I never know

until I trip and fall.





Am I going to wait

until my aging winter

to talk the talk

and walk the walk in the park?


Sunday Scribblings: A Walk in the Park